we may not be in MANCHESTER, but we'll always be UNITED.

2009-03-22T00:07:00.002+08:00

how i wish u would just bang into a lamppost every single time u tell me not to cut this hairstyle again.

its been more than 2 weeks alr. my hair has alr grown longer and you are still nagging about the same thing over and over again? plus, i've noticed that actually my hair has no difference from 1 month ago, or even 1 year ago. so whats your problem? mind you its just somehow your own imagination that my hair has become a "crewcut" hairstyle or something. wtf. why must you even care?

whenever im reading my weekly iweekly on saturdays at ahma house, you would just keep grumbling to go home. then when i rush through the magazine, YOU would be the one dragging the time with both eyes fixed to the television. WTF? (you eat full, nothing to do isit?)

whole day all you ever do is SHOUT, SCOLD, SCREAM, GRUMBLE, COMPLAIN. what else can you really do? the point is for 24hours of the day, i only see you for less than 3hours? and you have to start shouting? then u come and say i dont like you. errr...who would like someone to shout at themselves everytime they meet? you like meh?

oh then now u even want to control the colours i like. !?!? tamade. wth you want? why not u help me live my life la? i'll be so glad and happy lor. u think i like my life meh. so restricted, so controlled, so no-choice.

yes, i have many choices. but whats the point of having choices when u only can pick the ONE that is politically correct/ logically correct/ parentally correct? theres no point in life anymore is there?

I HATE MY LIFE.
I HATE MYSELF.

most importantly,
I HATE YOU.

but still,

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-03-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

離別曲

曲: Chopin(Etude,Op.10,NO.3)
词: 陈珊妮

最美的时光听摇滚乐

你的脸紧紧贴着我心脏

不慌不忙青春的低频将延续播放

越叛逆越显感伤

你送了花粉红的花

我的笑声无邪得不像话

再坏的伤不过就是七月底的阳光灿烂

夏天偷偷刺了一道吻痕在肩膀

那麽多爱那麽多幸福那样的感觉

变成一般流行的歌

最美的时光跳舞音乐

震动爱人不安份的心脏

清秀长发年轻越摇摆越无限延长

不思议如此闪亮

我卸了妆粉红的妆

曾经是害羞情侣的模样

再坏的伤不过就是你和我最好的照片

时间偏偏故意弄脏你我的脸庞

那麽多爱那麽多幸福那样的感觉

变成一般轻浮哼唱

萧邦最恨流行的歌

離別曲 - 陳珊妮 featuring Hebe

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-03-06T00:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-03-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

yay!! tmr is MY BIRTHDAY!!

hello everyone! TMR IS MY BIRTHDAY!! 060309!!

i shall have fun and be very happy tmr!

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sian, tonight hav to copy notes frm daphne's whale rider book. cos i lost mine for a few days, which i subsequently found it at another room in my house. -.-!! why was it even there...

then hav to do english speech if not mrs tian will kill me. and make a new nickname for me or something. NO i dont want to be called "pointform". oh if me and renyue's plan goes as planned, i musnt die for the nxt 5years. cos i hav to retrieve it.

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ytd, had a really bad day. 1st thing in the morning, woke up to bathe, heater wasnt on. waited for hot water, none came. bathed in cold water. then was late for sch bus, rushed down stairs in socks, slipped and fell. got scolded by father. shoe wasnt dry, had to wear my new shoe. too hard for me. then board bus, bus auntie scold me. WTF la. i bet more bad things happened.

OH ytd im officially the 2nd lousiest player in SNTT. =( i only won nicea. and it was by 3-2? wtf once more.
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TMR MUST be a GOOD day for me!! cos i want to be happy on my birthday. though every year there is sure to be something disappointing to happen on my birthday. so i shall cross my fingers. yepp.

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oh and wth, my mother bought a cutting hair scissors. then she tried it on my fringe which she is damn annoyed with. then now i think my fringe is even more hideous than usual. LOL. but haha i dont really care. the more hideous, also wont as hideous as someone who just went to cut bangs. shall not name the person. =P

ok, need to finish my hw. BYE WORLD!!
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TOMORROW IS MY DAY!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-02-22T20:27:00.001+08:00

yay! i received my FIRST birthday present today. its from my ahma! YAY!! I LOVE MY AHMA!

-oh i just cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-02-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

I saw S.H.E for three times in 3days!! woo!!

but i nvr shake their hands properly just now. =( TENNA ONG!!

but at least i passed HEBE my letter. =) btw, selina really looks prettier in real life. ella is really active and sporty and auntie. HAHA!! HEBE is the best, voice good, character good, shy but nvm, pretty, just that when i went up to the stage, i could only notice her eyes and mouth cos i think too much makeup? =( I should have written in the letter that they should wear less makeup.

shall stop here and continue nxt time! HEBE SHOOK MY HAND!! I SAW S.H.E!! THEY ALL SAID xiexie TO ME!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-25T12:23:00.002+08:00

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
i want to bury something in stnicks

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
afterall i spent more than half of my life here

renyue says:
lets get a glass bottle
and write a message in it or something
I think
that if you bury some item that mean alot to you during your time in st nicks
then you're leaving everything behind
and starting a new life somewhere else

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
same mindset
or did i tell u that before

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
i want to bury 1/2 before then the other half after

renyue says:
will find some of ym old primary school stuff
lets each write like
a letter to ourselves
lets set a date
ten years later or something?

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
tenyears is really long
i scared i die alr

renyue says:
you wont
I dont know
anyway
if we lose contact or anything

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
eh 5 years later
like 21 years old

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
a significant year

renyue says:
five years later
anyway
if we lose contact
must still go

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
OK
wat date

renyue says:
even if the other person doesnt show

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
my birthday
it must be on a 6
cos both our 's are on 6th

renyue says:
ok
on your birthday
its a friday
find your stuffs
we'll go on the 6th of march

我宁愿不曾拥有也不要失去曾拥有。 says:
i think we're weird ppl

nolstalgic, skii. (nostalgic, ski)

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i must rmb this until 21. thats why i blogged abt it. means i must try not to die until 21. =)

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

我要靠我自己！

是我要，是不需要你教我我才会那么想的。
不要再做白日梦了，我的人生价值观都是自己教自己的。

请你不要乱讨功劳，因为你什么事都没有做到！

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hi Jingwen!

How are you? It is VERY cold now...colder when you were here.

What are you doing now? I did not receive your letter yet.

Thank you for your email.

I will be going to Bangkok in March, pray for me.

I miss you.

If you are going to Bangkok email email me, I will try to check my email.

God Bless,

Duangchit

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YAY!! FINALLY A REPLY FROM CHIANGRAI!! =)!!!!! definitely lit up my DAY man. I LOVE TODAY!! 19/01/09!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-19T01:50:00.001+08:00

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

the dark is alluring and yet disturbing.

finally a short break before restarting my brain's engine again. so im discouraged from dropping my f&n. hmm, im taking an elective which was my choice and now, dropping is not a choice? apparently my 2008 eoys L1R5 doesnt seem to be high enough for me to convince them that i cannot cope?

haiz. i think i shall give myself more time to think about the pros and cons. afterall ive alr survived one year with this subject. conquer my fear of baking or not?

anw, i just shot down three tests with the GREAT possibility to fail two of three. BIO: too tired to study. CHEM: dint knw must study. =( take it as a lesson to learn all topics related?

yanjiang finished. apparently it skipped from tracy to my turn cos either ppl nvr come, or not ready. =( and =)

i shall go rest myself well today. VIOLIN PRACTICING LATER!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-13T21:31:00.001+08:00

从来没那么害怕开心过。

从来没有改变过，
也从来没听你的话过。

我不想难过。

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-09T21:47:00.004+08:00

War

He threw himself onto the cold, leathered armchair. Slowly, he took a few precious deep breaths and struggled to stand up again. The war had only just begun for five days and it seemed like forever since he had a good rest. His eyes, once gleaming with excitement, were now replaced by a pair of eyes as empty as a bottomless pit. Finally being able to appreciate the silence at home, he sat down and began to plan for the many battles to be fought in time to come. He had no time to lose.

However, the pressure of the pen being pressed against his blistered fingers forced him to drop his pen. Then, tears flowed out from his eyes, over his deep eye-bags and sunken cheeks as he recalled the battles fought every day this week. Out of all his energy draining battles, some fought with his fellow comrades, some fought alone, one made the most impression on him. It was fought with the least preparation, the battle style which his trainers had never taught him before.

It was raining cats and dogs at the battlefield that day. As usual he gripped his weapon hard and started scribbling once the general gave the strike signal. Minutes flew by as he gritted his teeth, determined to overcome all problems shot towards him by the enemy. He told himself he must not succumb to this obstacle which was comparably small when his parents are fighting tougher battles outside this protected battlefield. At last, he won the battle, the first actual battle he went to unassisted. He wore a smile on his face all the way home.

Once again, before the sun had warmed up the Earth, he had already put on his white and blue uniform to get ready to be fetched to the battlefield for another arduous contact-free combat once again. As the sunlight slowly reached his head, streaks of silver and white seemed dazzling among the other dull black hair. The number of streaks counted the number of days since the war had begun. Gradually, the reporting to the battlefield became a routine rather than essential preparation for the Grand Battle.

Day after day, he went from sitting at the table to slumping on the sofa and even started lying on the bed. Like his friends, the mind-boggling battles have come to become a meaningless test to his wits. Little by little, bit by bit, he began to stop winning battles. Instead of trying to conquer more grades, he started to conquer virtual cities and battlefields. As the day of Grand Battle inched nearer and nearer, his superiors also increased the number of sudden attacks on the enemy. He had no choice but to pull up his socks and study.

Finally, the day of the Grand Battle came. He went into the battlefield rubbing his eyes. After the paper, he then collapsed upon his departure from the classrooms. Perhaps it was Judgement Day or the Judgement Year for Timothy who succumbed to extreme exhaustion. He was only 16 and he never woke up to hear his name announced amongst the top students. However, he was not alone in this war. This is the harsh war of secondary four.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

称呼- first line, must put according to status eg. 校长，来宾，老师，同学们，大家好！

intro- leave a line, leave two bracket: briefly and concise, either start with stating the topic or start with 以表达自己的心情开头，or ask a question.

main content- leave a line, leave two bracket. talk about the topic, meaning of topic. got what problems, cause, 强调using evidence. 事实论据：living example. 道理论据：quotes, 俗语，民谣歌曲；排比，反复，比喻
conclusion- leave a line, leave two bracket. cover main point, recap topic, express feelings, inspire people, 展望未来，鼓舞斗志，包含哲理contain philosopy, 发人深思allow people to think, thankyou words, 致谢。

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

路...一直都在

穿過人潮洶湧燈火欄柵沒有想過回頭
一段又一段走不完的旅程甚麼時候能走完

噢..我的夢代表甚麼又是甚麼讓我們不安

That's just life 尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life 笑對現實的無奈

不能後退的時候不再傍徨的時候
永遠向前路一直都在

穿過一塊裡面一片黑暗沒有想過回頭
一段又一段走不完的旅程甚麼時候能習慣

噢..我的夢代表甚麼又是甚麼讓我們期盼

That's just life 尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life 笑對現實的無奈

不能後退的時候不再傍徨的時候
永遠向前路一直都在

看不清的路又算甚麼看不清的夢又算甚麼
就算走到盡頭又能算甚麼能算甚麼

That's just life 尋找夢裡的未來
That's just life 笑對現實的無奈

不能後退的時候不再傍徨的時候
永遠向前路一直都在

That's just life 徘徊到不再徘徊
That's just life 重來到不怕重來

没有選擇的時候不能選擇的時候
永遠向前路一直都在

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好想坐下来好好写完一首，
可是我连呼吸时间也没有。

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

雨停下的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.

我晒干了承诺.
灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.

你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

被淋湿的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手

我晒干了承诺.
灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.

你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.

我说我不该不该.
不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆...

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is ?
my ma. -.-

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
mother-son.

3. Your impression of him/her ?
really nice person and mother who does what she says.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
call me at (i forgot wat time) and she ask her friend to wake her up to wake me up. then in the end i still couldn't wake up. sorry ah.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
i think alot of things she say is memorable. she makes them memorable by repeating it lots of times. eg. mimimi...dunno wat.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will ?
Be very scared.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
stop using make up.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
BE very SCARED.

9. If he/she dies, you will ?
see in wat situation la. like car accident, i will CALL AMBULANCE! sad la of course. my ma leh.

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?
eh i give u face then do this quiz de hor. haha. (no la, i dont feel like slpin.)

11. Your overall impression of he/she ?
dint u ask that just now! 敢说敢做敢当.

12. How do you think people around you will feel ?
feel about wat? me? eh, why got this guai tai here.

13.The characteristics you love of yourself are?
dunno. i dont really love myself that much.

14.ON the contrary, the characteristics you hate yourself are?
lazy. defiant. like to keep things to myself.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Kaka!

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
HELLO!

deleted the last part. haha. dont want trouble people and i want to sleep le. BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2009-01-01T12:46:00.003+08:00

I HATE NEWYEARS!

i realised that im never happy on the first day of every year. LOL. countdown included. perhaps i just dont like to face the reality that im getting older and older le/or the previous years are always better than the next. =(

I WANT TO GO THROUGH IT ALL AGAIN. I WANT TO REDO IT FROM WHEN IM A BABY. I WANT TO TRY OUT BEING SOMEONE DIFFERENT THAN WHO I AM NOW. instead of being half good half bad, i want to try being all bad. cos i cant imagine anyone being all good. LOL. how cool will that be. maybe i'll see life then in another perspective other than acheiving goal to gain satisfaction or just living for the sake of living.

BUT, all these are impossible arent they?

since i've already stepped into 2009, i shall not just stop here. if not, it'll just be a waste of time.

thanks everyone who sent me christmas wishes, new year wishes via sms. BIG THANKS to Delaney, Aikching, Renyue!!, Benita for the christmas cards. (if i left anyone out remind me) HUGE THANKS for the new year call. it's nice to have at least 1 call every year. in fact i was waiting for it. HAHA!! ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE, thanks for the memories in 2008, i will definitely bring them along to 2009. i may have stm, but my long term memory is good. anw, u get wat im trying to say then good for you, cos im someone who seriously dunno how to put feelings into words. =)

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS HERE:

1) try my best in english and it'll be nice to get As in this subject.

2) improve my deterioting science. i can't neglect it by thinking im better at it, so i dont have to work hard for it. NO. i WILL CONQUER MOLES, AND tll wont stand in my WAY!

3) bring up my amaths and maintain my stability for emaths. NUMBERS AND FORMULAS, will be NOTHING then.

4) dont owe homework. always clear by end of week.

5) 7 L1R5. im aiming higher than i can.

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

ps. i dunno if my class chalet organising failed or not, but bbq-ing was rather FUN!! haha.

2008-12-29T16:38:00.001+08:00

如燕
演唱：Olivia Ong
词曲：陈佳明

愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前

也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天

谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁

谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞

Chorus:
思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜

意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果

燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点

誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-12-05T20:00:00.001+08:00

sian. everyone hasnt been blogging. i feel damn bored. yet im damn tired and busy. LOL! ironic right. finally done soome work today aft SO LONG.

only done: chem hol hw. bio mcq.

LOL. lousy la i knw. gotta buck up!

bye world!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-11-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

hello world. finally decided to blog again after arriving back in sgp from chiangrai for so many days already.

this year's trip was omg. SHIT i forgot to write letters for duangjit, duangjai, supaporn, tassawan, tong, adunwit and kiattichai!

okok i'll post again later! =P

[edit]

hello again. so it has been one week since i've arrived frm chiangrai.

omg damn scary now in bangkok. to think that i was there just last week walking around in the airport shopping place and playing...now the airport is closed cos of the protests going on.

anw, i found out the name of the person who always sat beside me for dinner last yr. i found out she was really nice. cos i thought she's veyr weird last yr when she kept asking me to eat more and keep taking her camera to take pics of me. -.-!! but, i thought she was the coolest among all the kids there cos she performed britney spears! haha! yepp. saw her again this yr, but she not going to sch alr. she's alr 19! so i see her more often this yr, as she's the one helping to prepare meals for us. the food was almost the same as last yr, and it's DAMN NICE!! oh btw, her name is duangjit.

happened to see her on the second day. then she ask if i rmb her. i said yes. but she havent told me her name since last yr! so i asked her then she shout back du wan sin/jin. so in the first letter i wrote to her i put her name as du wan jin. LOL!! so different from duangjit!

oh then adunwit. i dont like him as much as last yr cos less interaction time then he dao-ed me on the second day. only the third day he start to follow me around. then fourth day i followed him around. HAHA!!

KIATTICHAI!! limin's buddy. damn mischievous lor! dinner time keep poking me. -.-!! not funny lor. damn pain. limin ah, he got like that last yr also meh?

duangjai was still the same. poking me all the time. -.-!! but cheryl and i always lian he to poke her. although, got once, i join tgt with duangjai to poke cheryl until she collapse to the floor! HAHA!!

omg i finally found out who supaporn was. LOL!! cos always at the end of the trip the ppl(kids) there will give u lots of letters. then i was tryin to reply to them, then pass them to lww who was goin there again last yr to give them. i dunno wat to reply her cos i dint knw who the hell was supaporn, and i even laughed at her name! end up, she's tassawan's friend. tassawan's only 13! and she's so smart and mature she looks 15! the kids there really mature and grow up really fast.

this yr i got another letter frm a random person again. orapan? who's that? anyone know can tell me?

this yr when we went there, it wasn't their school holiday so we had really really little time to play with them. and we only played the handkerchief game once. =( not much attachment to the younger ones.

this yr i interacted mostly with duangjit and tassawan. tassawan skipped school on one of the days which we had to chunko the weeds. so i was trying to talk to her all the time through bi shou hua jiao. haha!

the interviewing of duangjit on the last night was cool too! the older ones stayed up late to write us letters so the talk lasted for more than 2hours midnight.

i actually got more to post but my memory always fails me.

byeworld!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-11-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

hello world. im gonna leave for airport to go to chiangrai in 4hours time cos the time now is 12.04am. SHIT. wanted to post 1 last post before going. hmm, i dunno wat to say.

oh, if u are reading this post, please pray for me to reach there and come back safely! pray for me to hav no diarrhea whatsoever! thankyou!

oh, in case i die. my will is to give all my money and belonging to my ahma, then she can use it in anyway she wants.

haha. i sound rather sadistic? anw pray for me ah!　BYE WORLD!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-11-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

well, my temper always changes alot whenever im feeling damn tired. so today, my temper was er rather peaceful, until.... this stupid mad woman knocked on my damn room door like crazy and damn hard as if she wants to break it down. I WAS SLEEPING mind you. IDIOT. then i unlocked the door, she stormed in and started shouting at me like crazy saying thins about respect. LOL. u expect me to give respect to someone who acts on impulse and attempted to bang my room door down? NO. sorry, I DO NOT/and WILL NEVER give respect to this kind of people. mad people. then the funny thing is, she got so angry, she started to use my bolster to hit me. LOL. it sort of felt quite comfortable. STUPID. never use brain de. want hit then use cane la (if u can find it), then wat threaten to slap me. -.- u dare slap me, i will kill you. i wont even think who u are. im not even wrong in the first place. wth i wasnt even shouting into the phone. and it was damn embarassing to keep on having a phone ringing in the middle of training. wtf do u expect me to do? pick up the phone and talk NICELY? in the first place, u should knw i was having training and im not allowed to use phone during training. so whats your point of shouting back into the phone and then when u come home, throw your temper. ECONOMY BAD = YOUR TEMPER BAD = YOU HAVE TO VENT ON ME AH! just watch it. who knows one day you'll get killed for it.

haha.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-11-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

“在自身的挫折和困难里，仍能顾念和关爱其他生命，我们最终所获得的，将会比向上的股市指标，更有价值、更快乐，甚至更值得。”

-郑秀文。

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-11-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

hello. short post short post.

i bet with felicia and benita that by 18 i wont have a bf.

benita bet 7. for me to have. by 20.

felicia bet 5. by 18

haha. i think im going to win this bet. and im blogging abt it so i will rmb abt this. yay. hopefully by then i can still rmb who they are. HAHA!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-10-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging recently since the oct15 post. i was rather busy having new addictions and games to try out. for example, tenna's influence of youtube! still hasnt ended ok! and xiyuan just lend me her NEED FOR SPEED and FLIGHT SIM!

ok. so ytd i tried out the flight sim and damn funny things happened. cos i currently do not have the controller yet. so i was trying to fly using the keyboard, and failed badly. first, i tried to takeoff from the runway itself. somehow, i wasnt able to switch off the parking brakes and i was stuck there pushing all the buttons to find out which is the parking brakes. LOL. wasted 1 hr. then i tried to do the lessons. flying. HAHAHA. i glided immediately cos i forgot how to turn on the throttle and i just crashed. LOL. then i tried taxi-ing lesson. i was starting really well, moving forward, then here is the damn funny part. i pressed the arrow key. and dunno why the plane started to move itself around in circles. hahahhhahahha!!! then i decided to on the throttle to full, the plane actually took off! IN CIRCLES!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA! and i was using a boeing 747 passenger plane. the passengers would have died from airsickness man.

havent tried out need for speed yet. i realised my hard disk does not have enough space for both games. SHALL GO simlim sq or funan to get new hard disk! oh and buy my car game stuff! no, i think i'll check out the prices there first, so i can decide whether to buy online or there. i want a steering wheel that can be used to fly a plane as well! oh. the rudder pedal looks damn cool too.

ok. updates on my addictions. IM ADDICTED TO WATCHING YOUTUBE on S.H.E!! its the only videos on youtube that will never be not funny. LOL. ok. then, i decided not to like elva anymore. so i shall concentrate on having the $200 to be used for buying sammi's tickets! actually, i also not very sure abt sammi. cos i saw her picture on the video abt plastic surgery ppl also! AHHHH!!!! why like that?! oh and i saw selina's pic on that video too. hope she dint do anything to her face too. anw, she couldnt hav done anything to her face. if not she would be more skinny alr what.

ok. i hav to complete my amaths hw. still left alot. but before that, yu le bai fen bai here i come. its now 5.03pm. im awake for 3hours only. HAHA. BYE WORLD!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-10-15T23:57:00.003+08:00

i think there's something wrong with the cohort. or rather certain people of the sec3cohort. they just can't seem to shut up. i mean, if you don't want to listen then go out and give others a chance to listen la. and it does not help that the teacher at the front is going at a bullet train speed. wtf, was damn pissed off today.

i feel that the teachers are really putting up alot with us. the noise level was seriously _. and when we were asked if we were quiet, some actually had the cheek to say yes. er, we were far from quiet. we shouldn't even be going through papers as a cohort, it just isn't working. instead of saving time, we are wasting time, the teachers time, and our time.

with the stupid person threatening every moment to punish us for our noise, the people actually creating the noise dared to retort. wth la. why should others who have not opened their mouths unless needed to, be punished just because you are there laughing the matter off and think that you speak damn soft? why do you want to make the sec3 cohort seem like a bunch of losers that can treat any teacher's insult to us as a joke and laugh it off? where is your dignity? oh, i forgot, maybe you really do not have any dignity.

and please. don't use some all cheeem word to insult us when you want to scold us. why don't you just say it out straightaway instead of trying to show off your superb vocabulary. it doesn't work on us. some people will just laugh it off. oh, what do you mean by the councillors/counsellors are still better than most of us. sometimes i just wonder what's the point of having a counsellor there when i see MOST of them actually contributing to the noise level. are you trying to say that they are better than us at creating noise or what?

i know that this post may actually offend some people. but who cares. im stating the truth. afterall, you can just take this/me as a joke and laugh it off.

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oh! on a lighter/brighter note, my f&n was amazingly unexpected. but, i was a little pekcek with _. wth la. ask me if i got study my f&n before giving me back my paper. what do you mean man? make me so worried for nothing.

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other than that, there's seriously no other results that i was satisfied with. maybe it's my standard thats high. but if others can achieve it, why can't i? i don't want to lose to my standards, my expectations and myself.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-10-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

was feeling very bored. so finally decided to do this quiz that daphne tagged me with.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B ) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they are tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C ) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

TAGS: renyue renyue renyue renyue renyue renyue renyue renyue

1.what have you been doing recently?
-watching youtube.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-nope. unless it runs out of batt.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
- i was bathing.

04. When did you last cry?
- dunno. can't remember.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
- partially.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
- Something NICE to look forward to.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- See what i have. If i have umbrella, then umbrella. if i have hood then hood. If i got none of that, walk in the rain la. quite cooling and fun anyway.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- pillow, bolster, blanket, torchlight, mobile phone, remote control.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- PE shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- eh, i don't even think i got a relationship. mother-daughter? father-daughter?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- No. not now.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- I can't remember, i think it was Indiana Jones. HAHA.

14. What are you proud of?
- My AHMA.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- wait ah, i check. "hahas...ThANK YOU!" 01082007. i nvr delete my msgs. haha.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- a small part of S.H.E's mo li. cos i was watching it on youtube.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
- I dont know. Do i have any? KINGwen?

18. What does your last received text message say?
- "Alright(: don't go, dont care" abt the skipping contest we were supposed to enter tmr.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO REMEMBER!

20. Are you currently happy?
- no. i heard from renyue we gonna have a amaths test 2 weeks from now. oh shit, i forgot to check about trinity!

21. Who gives you best advice?
- AHMA! i dunno leh. should be la.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- YES! I LOVE WHIPPED CREAM! u must whip the cow then will hav whipped cream. learnt from charlie and the chocolate factory. haha!

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- i dint talk to anyone last night.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- im doin this quiz and i need to check abt trinity!

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- youtube.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- no. i wear feet socks.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- Daphne. 12 missed calls. on the night before ss i think, for waking me up. HAHA.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Yes, but not over a human.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- smilesmilesmile, talktalktalk, then behind you stabstabstab.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- No?

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- NO.

32. What is the colour of your room?
- White. with the window blinds down, blue.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- depends who. and see what age. if i damn old alr, i dont mind. if now, i also dont mind. just dont give me in the middle of my saving up for a farm. dont spoil my future.

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
- yeah. you talk alr, may not have records. like you keep saying you want to treat this person, in the end also can dont treat. but if you really do it, instead of just saying it'll be better. but both ways the other person will be happy.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- me? i AM lying on my bed. but if other than me then is my "ma" lor.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- i dont know. i seldom get hugged.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- I dont kiss people.

38. Do you have a life?
- I hope.

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
- Yes..in my dreams.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- what song is there? in my blog all the songs are there cos i think they got meaning.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- Liying. from my class. i forgot what she did. i think she wanted to go to the zoo after cip. lol!

42. Last time you smiled?
- now.

43. Have you changed this year?
- many times? i change everytime i bathe what. HAHAHAHA!!! personality wise, i dont think i've ever changed.

44. What are you listening right now?
- 3 clocks ticking.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- myself.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- both. see if i tired.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- kao zi ji.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
- no one.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- yepp. piano, guitar, violin, drums, keyboard, recorder...

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- i dont know. all my ideas are very good ones.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- should be youtube. TENNA LA! make me addicted.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- no love life. very happy.

53. What song best describe your love life?
- no love life. no song to describe.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- no one. no need to know.

55. Who always make you laugh?
- anyone who has the ability to. i can even laugh without anyone making me laugh.

56. Do you speak languages other than english?
- yepp.

57. Favourite website(s)?
- kingwen-tt.blogspot.com

58. What's your middle name?
- whats middle name? i type out my full name u see yourself. PUAH JING WEN.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- take back papers.

60. What do you think you are like?
- football.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- everyone. shi jie mo ri. HAHA. no la. cannot. i need someone to look after my farm aft i die.

62. Where have you been today?
- SPCA.

63. What game do you play often?
- game of LIFE.

64. Who are you missing right now?
- my ahma.

65. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
- friend la.

66. What are you doing right now?
- doing this quiz and thinking when can i start searching info for trinity.

67. Which primary school are you from?
- STNICKS!

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- BLUE, red, black.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
- dao.

70. What is your life to you?
- roller coaster ride.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- keep it to myself.

72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
- hmm. i cant rmb.

73. Who do you admire most?
- KAKA.

74. Which month were you born in?
- March.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- sian diao.

76. What is the time now?
- 12.29am

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
- motherly.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- WHITE.

79. Why are you doing this test?
- entertain myself a little.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
- look at the sky. keep quiet. fa pi qi.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 100000000000. i dont wish to get married.

82. Who is more important to you?
- nothing for me to choose, how i know.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- find elva, sammi, gao yuan yuan, KAKA, and one new one! hebe, to make friends with them. Then i will take out all my money, give someone i trust, to use to buy land for farm. and then i will kill myself using a cool way.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- my AHMA. renyue.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- YES. i love the sky.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- FARMER.

87. What is your goal for this year?
- A1 for olvl chinese.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- no. nothing lasts forever. whether you like it or not, it'll end someday.

89. What feeling do you love most?
- RELAXED.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- YES.

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
- USELESSNESS.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- yes. good friends are hard to find.

93. Do you believe in God?
- YES.

94. Who cares for you most?
- my ahma.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- my ahma.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- gun, grenade, TNT, sniper, knife, sword, vegetable knife, self-destructor. prepare for the worst scenario. haha.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- being born.

98. What would you do if no one cared for you any longer?
- kill myself. go to a place that no one bothers abt care, and set up my farm.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- no one. won't happen.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
- abit pessimistic. cos all the last few questions all so bei guan!

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YAY! finish the quiz le! i shall go search for trinity. BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-10-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

要当坏人就当到底，为何要那么虚伪？

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-09-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

i know im not supposed to post and concentrate on my studies instead. but apparently, recently, my parents being damn freaking annoying, keeps on disturbing me from my study plans. WTF. GO AWAY LA idiots! im trying to study here and you come every 5 mins to knock on the freaking door asking me to open. and when im trying DAMN HARD to prepare for some STUPID f&n mock test tmr when im suposed to be studying chem, you come and freaking hell ask me to go wash my shoes! wth! u want u help me wash la! nxt wk got exams le leh. I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!!

I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!! I WANT TO STUDY! I NEED TO STUDY!!

tamade la. here you come knocking again. and i have to go open the door and stop doing my f&n for a moment. IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME, CANT YOU SEE!! whats your freaking problem! argh. and the freaking watch died on me today. I TELL THE PERSON NO BATTERY THE PERSON SAY I DONT KNOW HOW TO ADJUST...WTF la. YOU IDIOT. now i no watch until the weekends. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wo yao fa shen jing le. no i alr fa shen jing le.

go away idiots. get out of my sight, my life, my study plan! you dont come complain later that my grades are not good. IM OFFICIALLY TRYING STUDYING FOR MYSELF. YOU dont RUIN my PLAN. IDIOT.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-09-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

hello all. this is gonna be my last post until EOYs over. yepp. bye!

im gonna keep myself away from the com/msn, so try not to talk to me ok! if possible, call. xiexie ni. thanks. byebyebyebyebyebyebye!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-09-07T02:48:00.003+08:00

i hav a feeling. a feeling that im turning old. or either i've come from the past.

recently, i have a tendency to like old songs. like really oldies. for example, ai qing by karen mok. it's my song of the day! or rather, night/mignight. cos the time now is 2:51am. maybe by the time i post finish, it'll be about 3? yepp.

AND!! at midnight! i realised the radio likes to play old songs! hmm. i guess they think that since less ppl listen, no nid play so modern/new songs. woah! i think today they played two songs sung by different ppl but same name: zhu fu. COOL! one by dai pei ni (penny i think). the other one i think by zhang xue you. discovered manymany more new songs i like this wk! no should be manymany more old songs i like! for example, ai qing, ming zhi dao(xu mei jing), que xi(sammi), ta men shuo(sammi), ...

the radio loves me! almost all the songs i like de!

and i react very violently whenever i hear elva/sammi's songs! HAHA!!

here's my song of the night!

爱情-莫文蔚

(若不是因为爱着你)
怎么会夜深还没睡意
每个念头都关於你
我想你想你好想你

(若不是因为爱着你)
怎会有不安的情绪
每个莫名的日子里
我想你想你好想你

爱是折磨人的东西
却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里
可有我姓名

(若不是因为爱着你)
怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情
爱你爱你(爱着你)

爱是折磨人的东西
却又舍不得这样放弃
不停揣测你的心里
可有我姓名

爱是我唯一的秘密
让人心碎却又着迷
无论是用什么言语
只会只会思念你

(若不是因为爱着你)
怎会不经意就叹息
有种不完整的心情
爱你(爱着你)

-oh i jus cant want to be KING!!-

2008-09-04T00:54:00.005+08:00

CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO SAMMI CHENG's songs.

song of the day!

郑秀文- 她们说

整个城市好喧哗
谁肯停下来听听女人说话
爱与被爱都慌
信和不信都傻
不就是疯狂换一场牵挂
心里有个男人始终看不懂的世界
只凭着内里的直觉确定着只要爱向谁

女人们啊别再和感觉冷战
是是非非别退缩爱的勇敢
只要见识过
哪怕最后的结果遗憾
也不怕也不管拥抱时心跳多么的乱
就算恋情多么短暂
回忆也有存进去脑海保管
记得住曾经温暖如果还剩一点伤感
时间会冲淡

这个城市好孤单
每个女人全都在学着习惯
得到时有负担失去后会心寒
眺望着爱情两眼欲穿

女人们啊别再和感觉冷战
是是非非别退缩爱的勇敢
只要见识过
哪怕最后的结果遗憾
也不怕也不管拥抱时心跳多么的乱
就算恋情再短暂
回忆也有存进去脑海保管
记得住曾经温暖如果还剩一点伤感
时间会冲淡

当爱不再回来的夜晚
她们说眼泪总会流干
当突然想起某个片段
她们说放下让它经过别回头看

女人们啊别再向理智挑战
对对错错管它们到处流传
真实已刺破
哪怕往事会让人心酸
也不怕也不管想爱的过程危险狂乱
就算幸福再短暂
回忆也要放进去脑海保暖
如果爱注定很难别让自己疲惫不堪
珍惜每一段

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-31T12:57:00.003+08:00

hello all! BACK FROM OBS!!

OBS was fun but damndamndamn tiring! let me recount bit by bit on what happened.

day1: reach jetty early but found out i was one of the last to reach. found out my group. i belong to COOK. in obs a group is called watch. anyway board the boat to obs camp 2. met our lousy instructor ahbu. took group photo and got orientated around the place. collected our food supply for our 5 days and learnt that we were gonna cook our own food, sleep in those lousy tents for 5 days. oh then the activities for the day were belaying practice and freefalling onto a mat. enjoyed both activities alot. cos belaying u get to sit on the harnest and u get lowered down. then for freefalling u jus let go and bomp onto the mat. wah got abit of adrenaline rush leh! but then some ppl like chengmum i think got fear of heights then refuse to jump. got me quite irritated cos the place alot of mosquitoes. but must ti liang cos phobia very hard to overcome. cooked our first dinner and slept in tents. couldnt sleep cos chloe tan and wenjing snored damn loud.

day2: shit. i forgot what happened le. oh! we packed for our sea expedition. but before that we did rock climbing! i tried the 2nd toughest wall and made it to the top! stupid wenjing was complaining about me climbing higher and higher. tsk. haha cos we had to belay each other, and she belayed me. suay la. haha! the wall is like some parts have to use arm strength to pull ur whole body up. wth. but i tried rock climbing many times before. so was nothing new for me. then when come down have to untie the knot, but my hands were soft then i couldnt even grip the rope to untie. i thought it was quite a comical sight. oh janna lim! she keep on climbing and climbing but she just cant pass the red line! HAHA!! ok moving on the sea exp. we loaded our bags onto the safety boat(thank God they nvr ask us to put in our kayak). then we did floatation test, capsize drill. capsize drill was really fun! u hav to rock the kayak until u turn over! haha! but the water was so shallow i straight away flipped the kayak over by myself, then branderna and chloe got nagged at by ahbu for not helping me. LOL! then we kayaked to this campsite spot opposite this small island called ketam island. it started to rain and the current became really strong! then got alot of people got blown away by the wind. they came back really shocked and shaken. so me and the chessclub(hockey) ppl were discussing how to help them. anw we pitched tent in the rain and we cant bathe! changed by the sea and peed by the sea although we supposed to pee in the bushes. which chloe did cos of some reason that i shouldnt mention. cooked maggi mee and mushrooms. cos we were so hungry, we started eating out of the cans while cooking the mee. haha! slept in the wet tents sprayed with prickly heat. IM PROMOTING PRICKLY HEAT!! sleep stolen by snoring again. tsk.

day3: woke up damn early cos i chose the last timing for our sentry duty. i think im damn smart leh! cos we like to wake up early to do our things slowly. hehe! im becoming ego. peed 1 last time by the sea then set off to kayak to camp 1. which is the main obs site. the guys frm Bishan park sec were navigators first. then we overshot once. cos we could see the other side of pulau ubin alr. lol. then dunno from where i started navigating. found the transiting bridge. stopover for break. while we discussed our route. realised then that none of us had a compass. haha. luckily instructors offered to exchange compass for our birthday song. HAHA! then the guys were leading when they realised they dunno how to see the compass. damn funny kept going round the small river. OH! then i found the landing to shift the triyaks to the river! then me and branderna started to help pull everyone out of the river onto the muddy landing. wth. started to rain damn heavily. and it was veryvery slippery. i think i gained my arm muscles from there. when all the triyaks got moved over, the river was a rather easy to navigate place so we found the sea very quickly. then had our pee break and short lunch? anw the sia guy was a little annoying cos he kip acting pro then like to paddle fast so i asked him to navigate then dunno why his kayak very not consistent then the group abit affected. so chloe, bra and i decided to lead all the way back! BOLT!! PHELPS!! TAOLI!! HAHA!! bolt is to "sprint" phelps is "medium" taoli is "jogging". haha! reach camp1 early. got to bathe and had dinner cooked for us! woo!! though not veyr nice but! good reward after such a tiring day. had debrief at the floating platform. i was lying down then they were playing some dingdong game. then decided to join in. after being sea ic for 2 full days, i was a little used to counting amt of ppl. so dunno why i counted 15. then wth..i shocked. so i said, "WAIT!! SOMEONE MISSING!!", stood up count ppl aloud. 15 only. wenjing missing. lol i freaked everyone out la. haha. but we left her at the medical centre. lol! sleep in the jungle hill forest thing. wenjing fell asleep in 5mins and started snoring again. grr. stole my sleep!

day4: woke up feeling damn lethargic cos i couldnt sleep properly. i think cos i lone child then xi guan no noise when i slp. had breakfast. stuffed myself with food again. haha. it was a wonder i actually lost weight from obs. HAHA. land expedition back to camp2. we were all dying cos muscle alr ache then still hav to sarry the stupid bags back. i rather kayak back la! we had to find 5 checkpoints. only found 2. and 1 was beside a tombstone! omg. i was praying to God all the way. reached camp2! had the bestbestbest bath ever! woo! and dinner! we invented our own dishes. no actually it was me. i mixed the anchorvies with sardines since they're both fish. HAHA! called it anchorbu-ding! then we had rice with tuna on top. credits to chessclub. called it lor bu tuna i think? inspiration from lormaikai. haha. and our minestrone soup. ah bu jumped over the stove! inspiration from buddha jump over wall. haha! and ahbu's nuts, for the peanuts. all the bu are from our instructor's name ah bu! haha! oh wait 1 more! we made apple crumble for dessert. then called it ahbu crumble. our whole watch COOK! crumbled as an animation for presentation. hah! we were the most entertaining watch! slept my best night ever. cos wenjing turned the other way and dint snore! plus it was damn spacious that night. oh before we slp we kept disturbing lydia thong. HAHA!!

day5: time to go back le. was damn happy! had our last breakfast. a rather heavy breakfast cos we had lots of food left. then i started playing with mosquito coil. oh last night. chloe tan stick her hand out to play with the coil. then dunno why she say the coil is coiled so her fingers went round and round. then accidentally touch the burning part. and burnt her finger! HAHA! damn retarded! back to burning mosquito coil. i threw it all over the place so the whole place will hav no mosquito. then dunno why vanessa go sit on it! HAHA! her fbts got 2 holes la. then chloetan being stupid as usual go kneel on it. LOL! oh did our last store checks and skipped our last activity which was supposed to be jetty jump. nothing interesting la. jus jump only. finally go home! damn tired la. then we come down frm the boat is icecream van(motorbike), we all chiong go buy! haha! father came damn fast. i was 1st to leave the group. bye camp2charlie! =(

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wah wat a long post. i may hav missed out on many stuff. so its better to ask me to talk abt it! it'll be a more detailed one! HAHA! ok. i go sleep le. nid to wake up early tmr for bio chiong-ing in sch. =) GOOD NIGHT ALL! SLEEP TIGHT!

I LOVE COOK! cos ANYONE CAN COOK! (quote from ratatouille)

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

hello all! last post before i set off to OBS tmr! no, is later. cos now is already 1:30 am monday! chionged finish my am35,36 only to find that still got 37,38. so i dint do 37,38 cos i did not plan it into my hw chionging plan. =P

anyway i seriously dont feel excited for my OBS camp. cos i checked the weather forecast just now and it says the next three days will be raining. =( i pray hard that the forecast is wrong and God will give me the Sun and make it not rain or drizzle for this 5 days.

im veryvery tired le but i still want to post my last post. i bringing my Bible again to the camp. HAHA. tmr im going to sch in the morning to hand in my am35,36 and return Helena's tshirt and alicia's teatowel and dishcloth. oh! and i taking home my amaths file, chem file, chem SPA file, bio SPA file. i should be writing down all info for cip and chem SPA. yepp. this is a reminder to myself.

OH! i saw David Beckham just now! on tv. HAHAHA! he was at the olympics closing ceremony. the london people performed but i think its very messy although it can be described as artistic. I STILL LIKE THE CHINA PEOPLE PERFORM DE. so unlike me right?

oh i seriously think the radio loves me! just now i on, then got sammi's bo li xie(chinese version)! woah. it made me ecstatic la! i was damn happy and high for nothing. haha! then this morning 6am around there, i dunno why the radio is on then i woke up and my all-time favourite played! woo! i jumped up from my sleep to listen then go back slp. HAHA! my conclusion is that the radio REALLY LOVES ME!!

i must must post a song of the day here!

yes i love you - S.H.E

集中所有力气
听你看你
等那个讯息
你欠我的讯息
你欠答案的
那个问题
do you love me?
do you love me?
do you love me?

你没问我
我能回应什么
用眼神说
我怕我会听错
要不要
继续互相折磨
你看我
我看着你寂寞

手已经围好城堡
心也已经备好浪潮
快完成等待完成的拥抱
别说你还没有感觉到
我所给你的微笑
不只微笑

Chorus:
love you love you yes i love you
你听见了吗
这是我第一千遍第一万遍心里的回答
那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂
我只去
你想要去的天涯

love you love you yes i love you
你还没听见吗
能不能请你放下
放下那愚蠢的挣扎
我害怕爱情就像
盛开的花
一错过
眼泪也没有办法

像是一场
多么令人
疲倦的游戏
只剩下最后一步
却举棋不定
我早就输了
你却不相信你会赢
看你一直苦笑叹息
我想帮忙
我好着急

爱情爱情
真伤感情
两个人
僵在这里
两颗心
悬再那里
时间时间
就快要没有时间
我们越来越像朋友而已

-oh i just cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-24T01:09:00.001+08:00

my song of the day!

缺席-郑秀文

這應該是我們第一次分離　
此時此刻我還不相信
你的衣服鞋子都還在我家裡　
我的忠貞你要帶到哪裡

我已經不能夠再去疼愛你　
什麼事情我可以幫你
回憶又塞不進抽屜或箱子裡　
沒有行李　還能去哪裡

都是你　沒有我你怎麼揮霍你的任性
原諒你　如果原諒是一種證明
都是你　讓我貪圖渴望過去的甜蜜
原諒你　容許你在最後還是　缺席

你的聰明我還在學習　
你的錯誤都還來得及
我的決定你比誰都在意　
我的沉默你怎麼都看不清

都是你　沒有我你怎麼揮霍你的任性
原諒你　如果原諒是一種證明
都是你　讓我貪圖渴望過去的甜蜜
原諒你　容許你在我生命裡　缺席

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-23T09:19:00.001+08:00

i think li jia wei's match against zhang yi ning in the women singles is really nice! i mean it was really a good match lost.

this wk's rather hectic. i think im jus plain stupid or something. to think i chionged home to study for ss ytd and dint slp until 330 to study. and i still think im gonna fail my ss test. shit. waste my time leh this subject. anw, im gonna chiong all my hw by mon so i can bring to sch and put on my table for teachers to collect or something. yepp.

going for obs for the whole of next wk. excited yet not very excited. my "mother" thinks im fu yan-ing her again. im not! im not very excited cos i'll be missing pe and many lessons. i scared cannot catch up. then i excited cos is OBS!! first time going! i bet i'll be damn tired.

ok my eyes are closing le. i go slp.
bye world!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-17T20:21:00.002+08:00

wah the china hosts are so nice. cos the person with the microphone said in chinese," cos our cheers for china are very loud, can we also cheer for our opponents Singapore? i go Singapore you go Jiayou!" so nice right? haha.

anw feng tian wei lost her first match against wang nan. BUT!! she won the first game in that match. i think that is very good already! i expected something like 3-0 but it turned out 3-1.

now li jia wei playing. she won her first game too. but, trashed by zhang yi ning in 2nd match. 11-3. third match now. GO SINGAPORE! li jia wei keep going out. i think going to be another 11-3. nope im wrong but still the match won by 11-4. trashed again. sian. zhang yi ning too good for her. i hope her 4th match wont be trashed. yes its not gonna be trashed. 9-7 zyn leading. ok. LOST. but, 1 game won is good enough.

who's next up? LOL the mascot is damn funny! its dancing like some retard! ENTERTAINING!! haha! even li jia wei who just lost is laughing.

wang yue gu/ Li jia wei vs ZYN/ guo yue.

praying hard...praying hard....

2games lost. 3rd match still china leading. expecting 3-0. Singapore national anthem won't be playing in beijing le. =(

WE LOST. =) =( happy we get silver, sad we nvr win a single match.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

today was and is still a bad day.

first in the morning, i stepped on that stupid dead small bird. wtf, it left me a funny feeling on my left foot the whole day. I bowed to it and said sorry, but then i still feel damn sorry for it la. argh. stupid. i'll make sure i always look on the floor when i walk from today on.

then, i failed my freaking chinese test.
argh 19 upon 50 wth. never failed until like that before. im CHINESE leh how can i get this kind of stupid shit results!? and this year is chinese olevels and IM AIMING FOR A1! if higher chinese fail then chinese of course also fail la! tamadetamadetamade.

then, stupid maths test that i was quite confident about. the first question left me totally blanked out. then the rest i get some dabian da an. argh. was chionging throughout the whole paper. shit la. another A1 bu jian diao le.

SHENJINGBING. TODAY WHY ALL SO SUAY AND LOUSY!
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on the happier side, i went home early alone. although took the same bus with daphne, but then still counted alone. then reach home at 215! watched 15mins of bo yin ren! wah. i shall do this every tuesday if i no remedial la! bo yin ren only tuesday got. bring back so much memories of my childhood when i used to watch it everyday.

ok. im aiming to complete AM32, f&n preparation, bio respiration by today. argh. not enough time le!

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

come to think of it. i'm only awake for 12 hours so far. =P cos i think i woke up at 1 plus today. gonna start studying bio. my previous test result is absolutely unacceptable.

oh i created a livejournal account. same as this blog's url other than the blogspot change to livejournal. but im not gonna blog there, cos i created it only so i can read renyue's blog! haha!

ok. this shall be a short post. i go study bio. very stupid right? tmr is maths, im here studying bio. haha!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!

hello all. i know this post supposed to be for ytd. but then i was too tired aft the ndp. quite disappointing cos aft i watch the beijing olympics opening, too grand le, then compared to sgp ndp is like...

sports trip was ok. first time hearing me say this ba. cos snorkelling and kayaking only. then very slack. almost got seasick la. stupid. the whole trip jus keep taking the ferry. until i dreamt i taking the ferry. so i almost got seasick in my dreams. wth. then the stupid rain jus spoilt everything else.

ndp was high. as in mostly is i zi high. cos i sat at the section where most senior citizens sit. so they all like damn sian diao. then i sang the national anthem veryvery loudly, until i think i was shouting. HAHA!!!

here's my song of the day. one of my favourite ndp songs.

WE WILL GET THERE

Remember the days, we set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine, when we thought that
Nothing could stand in our way?

Then things weren't the same, the life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through, the darkest storms
We thought we couldn't tame

Together we've tried, as we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world
A world of hope for ever after

Chorus:

Deep in my heart I just know
Right from the start, we will grow
Look where we are, we've come so far
And there's still a long, long way to go

With all of my heart, I will care
I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends, together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand
We will get there

So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must
Be possible to overcome anything

There's so much to do, there's so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love
We will start again anew

So why don't we try? If we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world
A world of hope for ever after
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

hello all. this is my last post before i leave for sports trip.

as usual my bag is bursting and i fell just now while trying to carry it. i feel damn stupid. anyway, im going to reach sch at 630 to do all the necessary back to class checks and leave shoe for maria and clothes for peiyi and felicia. maybe if they are not done with class deco, i can help abit. just pray that my bag will not get lost at the forum cos its obvious that if it gets lost, then i no nid go le. HAHA.

sian, i got a couple of pink words in my diary now. wanted to liquid away, but my mother write de leh, so i never. chem was quite difficult. cos i dont know if i got any correct. and the moles is i luanluan do de. SHIT. im supposed to top chem! argh. shi bai zhe.

wah, the radio knows my favourite singers leh! i just switch on then out came sammi's song. then just now i switch on got elva! woah.

anyway im gonna pray to God, that it'll not rain for the nxt 3 days. let me enjoy my trip God, and let me have many great days ahead. and i pray that it'll rain at night on friday so on saturday for ndp, no rain! I pray for all my friends that they'll all be safe and enjoy school. Let my friends and I be happy and enjoy our days ahead, God. Thank you God. in the name of Jesus, Amen.

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=) im gonna post a veryvery old song. dunno if i've posted it before. but i've been listening to it the whole of today!

introducing to you,

新不了情-万芳

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与昭昭

这一份情永远难了
愿来世还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来泼动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

im bored although i HAVE to start studying for chem. so decided to do this quiz form renyue's blog.

Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed more than one person on your top friends? False
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? False
Q: You like someone? True (i like all my friends!)
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? True. (Ankle counted?)
Q: Shaved your head? True. (apparently the hairdresser messed up me and the other boy. when i was K1 i think.)
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Had/have a gym membership? False. (no nid for one. i invent my own workouts.)
Q: Donated Blood? False
Q: Had your heart broken? True (not over love. cos i dont love people.)
Q: Broken someone's heart? False. (actually im not sure. i dont think so.)

"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? hmm. what you mean by hung out? plus i got short term memory, cant rmb.
2. last person you texted? shit. where's my phone?
3. last person you slept next to? er...myself? my bolster? oh if in class, then peiyi. haha.
4. Went to the movies with? hmm, maria. for the indiana jones.
5. Went to the mall with? myself? i go united square every weekend for tuition.
6. You talked to on the phone? Jiahui, to borrow waterbottle.
7. Made you laugh? myself. shit i seem so enclosed in my own world. so many myselves.
8. You hugged? hmm. i dont usually hug ppl. the last person i hugged was daphne ba. during may's sec3camp.
9. You kissed? my football.
10. Made you cry? I dont rmb. i think its the book. but its not a person.

WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Be serious or be funny? funny, but serious sometimes.
2. Drink whole or skim milk? Whole milk and skim milk. they have their own unique taste.
3. Die in a fire or get shot? Get shot. instant death. no nid for pain.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? SUN!!! woo! i love the SUN! so i can get tan!
2. dark or light chocolate? what's light? i like milk and white. dark is too bitter.
3. left or right? both. more to the right. i dont like to be wrong.
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy. i like the rain but i like the SUN. i dunno. if the rain makes me tan, then I"LL LOVE the RAIN.
5. Hugs or kisses? none.
6. Where do you live? SINGAPORE! I LOVE SINGAPORE!
7. Rock or Techno? none. i like pop, r&b, classics.
8. Do you want to get married? No. i hope not.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl.
10. Do you cook? yeah.
11. Current mood? sian.

Favourites

Favourite Color: Blue.
Favourite Food: chicken wings. french fries. ice cream.
Favourite Movie: FINDING NEMO. all disney movies. all touching ones. esp, the korean mute ahma show.
Favourite Sport: anything and everything.
Favourite Day of the week: Fridays!
Favourite Season: Spring and winter.
Favourite Ice Cream: all that is not pink and purple.

Currents

Current clothes: tshirt, shorts.
Current desktop: wood? messy and clustered?
Current time: 9:00pm
Current Surroundings: messy bedroom.
Current Annoyances: CHEM TEST.
Current Thoughts: moles.

Firsts

First best friends: i dont rmb.
First crush: No one?
First movie: toy story.
First lie: dont rmb.
First song: liang zhi lao hu. the only song my ahma know how to sing. =P

Lasts

Last drink: red wine plus coke!
Ride: Bus
Last crush: none.
Last phone call: i still dunno where my phone is.
Last CD played: my elva/sammi compilation.

Random

5 things you are good at:

1. making ppl angry.
2. smiling and laughing.
3. talking.
4. slpin in class
5. sports.

4 things you have done today:

1. school
2. training
3. eat watermelon and apple.
4. talk to my friends.

3 things you can hear now:

1. The aircon.
2. the clock.
3. The silence.

2 things you want to do now if you could:
1. Stop studying play whole day, go bungee jumping, fly an aeroplane.
2. Make all my friends/gd friends/bestfriend happy.

1 thing you want to say to everyone:

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

oh ya. forgot to blog abt the letters given out to us by ms yh. she made us write a letter in tll last yr, to be exact 29 december, to write abt our past year and this year's resolutions. so these were what i wrote in my letter.

My 2008 resoloutions:

-I want to top my class in both maths and science, no matter how hard sec 3 stuffs may be.

-I am not going to make my teacher cry.

-I will not allow my teacher to comment bad remarks about me.

-I will achieve full score for NAPFA.

-I will not fail any tests/exams.

-I will not regret.
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well, apart from the making teacher cry one, I have failed almost all of them. Accomplishing only topping chem for that one test. I've regretted, I've 29 for NAPFA, I've failed so many tests that i cant count them anymore, i even come close to failing maths(still talk abt topping). ARGH. stupid. i guess its time for me to work harder le.

TIME FOR CHEM.

zaijian.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-08-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

lol. my senior was trying to scare my junior. and i think my junior is a little freaked out now.. HAHA!! damn funny.

anw, today did cip at the national library with felicia. we painted the singapore flag! YAY!! i jus realised i should have written I LOVE SINGAPORE under it also! aiya! wasted. nvm tmr i shall go and write. =) i was washing and washing all the palette then now the paint still stuck on my hand, cannot wash off. my hand looks decomposed. but it was fun washing, cos i can get to mix the colours together with my bare hands and the paint is acrylic paint so its really smooth! haha! the people there must be thinking, "this crazy kid, wash so many plates not sian meh."

shit. i NEED to go study chem.

note to self: chem, elit, f&n coursework part B, am hol.

okok must go study chem le. i must understand the mole concept by tonight!
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-29T19:52:00.005+08:00

hello! tonight is gonna be a busy night for me!

to be completed: em29, 30. Elit essay question. Fruits, vegetables, cereal.

to be completed tmr: trigo mock test.

to be completed by this wk: study chem. am hol hw. (damn late).

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anw, all of you should hav seen the sunset skies ytd!

damn nice la! too bad today dont have.
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oh and frm today onwards till nxt wk, im gonna sing the national anthem during morning assembly!

ok i go do my hw le. BYE WORLD!!

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-26T00:43:00.003+08:00

almost died today. apparently i left my medicine in school. so from linglan's house i ran back to sch in fear that the stupid strong medicine would take some side effects. then my cough and chest pain hasnt exactly recovered yet. so i reached school and felt like i was going to die. out of breath, couldnt breathe in. found my medicine in class and started to find ppl to lend me waterbottle to eat the medicine. lucky i found jiahui at the library stairs there. by then, i seriously felt like i was going to die. omg.

ok, change topic. took class photo today. i think i damn out of place. i took with my ma, helena and jiahui. i think u all can think the reason i felt odd liao ba.

bring you to my song of today:

枫- jay chou

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情

雪花已铺满了地
生怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天

极光掠夺天边
北风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却唤不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

我很累了。我不要再管了。我要休息了。再见，你去吃大便。

i'm exhausted. i dont want to care about this world anymore. i am going to rest, have fun and play. goodbye, go away and go eat shit.

doctor, you suck.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-20T19:58:00.001+08:00

saw this quiz on felicia's blog. since im sick, my parents allowed me to rest awhile after maths tuition! this is my results.

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

argh. still cant breathe in deeply.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

Down with throat inflammation. nope, my throat doesnt feel pain. but my voice is lower and i cant breathe properly. I almost died during trng ytd. I thought i jus simply forgot to breathe, but then it jus got worse and worse. today, omg i spit out red and yellow phlegm. went see doctor and shun bian take my blood results. I'm blood type A+ . i wanted to be AB so everyone can donate to me. HAHA!

ok. i think 37.7 degree celcius is fever. i shall go sleep. its 10:11pm. first time in dunno how long slp so early. BYE WORLD!

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

shenjingbing de. nowadays like suddenly keep on got ppl cry. lucky i nvr qing1 yan3 see them, if not i sure die.

I GOT SOMETHING TO ANNOUNCE! I FINALLY GOT MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!! YAY!! so actually, studying early does help. for chem.

im done with my ss graded ass. so now doin tingxie. shit i promised mdm lee am30 by today. but i dunno how to do alot so i dint hand in. how? i study tingxie sure until damn late de. then i go slp le. ok. i shall chiong it tmr morning or something. yepp.

freak. i lost my chengyu book. how to learn tingxie!? i must focus on the tingxie part and zaoju. cos the mo xie is damn redundant. even if u get full marks for mo xie, its only 10marks and u nid a long time to memorise it. i rather spend the same time to rmb the chengyu. yepp. i shall do that. mm.

=) =S =(

stnicks people will always pray for stnicks people. this heartwarming feeling always seem to work miracles! maybe, maybe, maybe i should jus stop thinking for once that the world is gonna end. well, imagine if we pray that the world will not end. then miracle happen! haha. nvm. im crapping.

anw, stop crying over nothing la people. shenjingbing de.

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

ok, im getting a little desperate now. so i shall advertise here too.

ANYONE WITH SHOES TO BE THROWN AWAY, PLEASE CONTACT ME!!!

TAG ME, CALL ME, SMS ME ANYTHING!

XIEXIE NI. THANKYOU VERY MUCH.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-09T19:03:00.000+08:00

aft cleaning fish, my hands are smelling fishy.

aft marinating the fish with curry powder...turmeric..., my hands are smelling turmeric.

aft grilling the marinated fish, the smoke has caused me to smell turmerically fishy.

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

#(@*$(*&Y$*(@*I$)@(*$U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what did she do to you la! why must you ask her to go sleep in the living room! she old already leh! she hao xin bring food for me and you, you treat her like that? you think this is ur house you very big ah? is my room leh. she also nvr disturb me when i studying, why cant she slp in my room??? its also not your room. she nvr talk to me when i study de la!

and whats your freaking problem. jus come home only must start screaming and shouting like crazy? you know what is noise pollution anot? you are like some drilling machine that jus practically kills my brain cells when you start your engine. not as if i nvr do homework. i afternoon got study, you got see anot? when my friends come over, i got study you got see? i studied kou shi until 230, u got see anot? dont jus assume you know everything i do, when you are the one coming home at 10plus 11. ahma bring food for you, still have to help u heat up and hear your scoldings. she not your mother, nor is she your maid. she and you no blood relations.

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wo yao fa shen jing le.
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olevel oral today. finally finish. i think i did badly. i said very little then the person only ask me 1 question. and the passage is quite difficult. alot of words i couldnt figure out how to read.

mm. go chiong maths le. later she come down scold again. im jus gonna walk up and box her.

ahma, can you come up to my room to sleep?
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

today was a fun day. cheryl came to my house at around 9-10 to study, sing, guitar... ambitious la she. still want to make agaragar. oh then as she was VERY HUNGRY, she ate 2 and 1/2 packets of mee goreng! i 1 packet full alr, she 2 and 1/2! wth!

then, daphne and jiahui came. jiahui damn qi guai, first thing come ask me for....... oh and she and cheryl the same de kip singing out of tune. HAHA! actually maybe i also got zao sia, jus that when one person sing, he/she would not know if they are in tune or out of tune.

im trying to print my freaking jobattach scrapbook. apparently my note to self reminded many ppl abt their scrapbks which they had forgotten all abt. lol. suddenly so many ppl ask me abt it. very amusing.

ARGH!!! my computer is gonna hang soon. wtf. JUST PRINT! grrrrrr.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

lol. and edison got one song, something wo shi chen guan xi, something gen wo nian yi ci. wth. so meaningless.

2008-07-04T01:49:00.001+08:00

Love me for a reason - boyzone

girl when you hold me
how you control me
you bend and you fold me
anyway you please
it must be easy for you
the loving things that you do
are just a pastime for you
i could never be

and i never know, girl
if i should stay or go
'cause the games that you play
keep driving me away

don't love me for fun, girl
let me be the one, girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love
(repeat)

kisses and caresses
are only minor tests, babe
of love lead to stresses
between a woman and a man
so if love everlasting
isn't what you're asking
i'll have to pass, girl
i'm proud to take a stand

i can't continue guessing
because it's only messing
with my pride and my mind
so write down this time to time

don't love me for fun, girl
let me be the one, girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love
(repeat)

i'm just a little old-fashioned
it's take more than physical attraction
my initial reaction is honey give me love
not a facsimile of

don't love me for fun, girl
let me be the one, girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love
(repeat till fade)

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-07-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

hi my name is _ _ _! haha. i dunno how to start this post off.

today, i got damn shocked. baoli la. wth. i thought she very strong and violent de so i hit her hard on the leg when she hit me. i nvr use my full strength leh! then she started vibrating? her face on the table so i dint know what she doin. then when she lift up face, wth! got tears. ahh! i was a little freaked out. so i feel damn bad until now. eh i seriously cannot stand ppl crying. tsk.

cooked lamb meat with rice and brownie today! the lamb meat turned out to taste a little like beef, and my brownie is very nice! i jus realised today that mutton is not lamb, is goat. according to ms mohana.

i want to go chiangrai badly. i miss adunwit. actually i miss the fun there. and i nid cip but this is the most minor reasons. sian, if not teacher organise sure will hav very little ppl can go. i cant even confirm whether i can go.

koushi, bio, mathsmathsmaths.

i shall bring you back to sammi cheng's past. It's definitely worth it.

值得

關於你好的壞的
都已經聽說
願意深陷的是我

沒有確定的以後
沒有誰祝福我
反而想要勇敢接受

愛到哪裡都会有人犯錯
希望錯的不是我
其實心中沒有退路可守
跟著你錯跟著你走

我們的故事愛就愛到值得
錯也錯的值得
愛到翻天覆地也会有结果
不等你說更美的承諾
我可以對自己承諾

我們的故事愛就愛到值得
錯也錯的值得
是執著是灑脫
留給別人去說
用盡所有力氣不是為我
那是為你才這麼做

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-28T21:29:00.003+08:00

first week of term 3 is BUSY. however, good news! I AM GOING TO FINISH MY 10 YEARS IN SNGS!! YAY!!!! this good news actually changes my mood everytime i think of it. 10 YEARS! 10 YEARS! can u believe it! 10 YEARS LEH!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! nxt year i'll be 16. so i spent more than half of my life here! isnt that cool?!
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orals on 8 july. i must make sure i dont get sore throat so im drinking alot of water. i just finished 2 bottles in 1 hour.
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i've been singing almost everyday since my kbox system arrived. nope, my singing is still as lousy as ever. but the MVs actually changed my saving up target. actually is only 1 mv la. the zhong shen mei li mv. sammi cheng's concert. then she sing until she cry. wah i seriously cannot stand ppl cry. (well, i was sitting.) so im now considering to save up for her concert. it sounds damn stupid but, for one to sing until cry is very good. cos sing out emotions. mm.

i wanted to go for chen yi xun's (eason) concert in singapore but his cheapest tickets are alr sold out! as im only a fan of his songs and voice, i only need the cheapest ticket to listen to the songs. his face, i dont really fancy.

so far on my kbox system's top hits list:

1) zui shu xi de mo sheng ren - elva
2)zhi de - sammi
3)K ge zhi wang - eason chan
4)zhong shen mei li - sammi
5)jie kou- jay chou
6) shi jie mo ri- jaychou
7) cappuccino - elva
8)daite senorita - yamashita tomohisa.
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this is the video of the song in my karaoke.

daphne is currently trying to learn it. i think she just learnt finish. anyway, i gotta go chiong my maths le. BYE WORLD!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

im changing my goal to a elva/sammi cheng concert.
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job attachment was quite fun. the people there were rather slack. i think we were more hardworking than them! imagine thats their actual job and they can surf livejournal etc during office hours. and we have to rush their work for them. lucky the subtitles in chinese weren't very difficult to translate to english. if not, a english failure like me will sure make the company get complained! unlucky that we got a korean drama to QC. watch until want to fall asleep.
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went to vivo after jobatt on thursday. bought cake for elsie(my supervisor). shun bian went to see my classmates working there. when i came up the escalator, i tried my best to avoid any sng girl i see. then i turned left to go see my barcelona shop, jiahua appeared right in front of me. i got no choice but to take flier from her. (how to spell flyer/flier?) in the end i took from helena, jiahui, daphne, felicia, plus one person. forgot who. took 855 home with the yishun pair and daphne's sembawang friend.
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i should really go off to continue chiong my homework le. it's alr 2:11am. aiming to finish lit and zuowen by today morning(tonight) before i sleep again. slept frm 6pm-10pm jus now aft tll.
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Introducing my song of the day. i think sammi cheng's version of it is nicest!

愛我別走

＊我到了這個時候還是一樣
    夜裡的寂寞容易叫人悲傷
    我不敢想的太多　因為我一個人

  ＃迎面而來的月光拉長身影
    漫無目地的走在冷冷的街
    我沒有妳的消息　因為我在想妳

  ＋愛我別走　如果妳說　妳不愛我
    不要聽見妳真的說出口
    再給我一點溫柔

    重唱　＋,＊,＃,＋,＋,＋,＋
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

我的 “做功课” 大计划！

Tmr: try to do maths.
Sat: Elit, zuowen
Sun: ss, egeog.
Monday morning: continue maths. =P

MY LAST RESORT.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

disappointed with elva's new album. although she's back with her old company-Virgin EMI, her style of songs changed alot. Also, the tunes are not smooth and flowing. Most of the lyrics were meaningless. tsk. I want the old elva back! i want her songs to contain her own style, instead of common themes now. Without her style, she's just another typical singer. Is her golden age over?

no matter what, i will still continue to save up. afterall, she used to sing her songs with so much emotions. concerts are different. yes.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-14T19:55:00.003+08:00

Brwen Stxizel AMAZINGLY made it to the TOP 16 in Diva la futbol!!! WOW!! plus, we are the youngest team there. with 5 sec3s, 1 sec2, 1 sec1. the nxt youngest is jc le! wah. veyr tired. shall go slp and wake up early to chiong my hw tmr.

ALL THE WAY KINGWEN!! 1 more week till sch reopens. YOU CAN DO IT!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

YAY MY KBOX SYSTEM ARRIVED!! gonna have sore throat soon. shit. tmr football competition. shall go drink lots of water. BYE WORLD!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-12T23:37:00.004+08:00

wah i jus realised yio chu kang not very far from sengkang! take 163 frm sengkang to yiochukang takes only 15mins! luckily i woke up in time. cos daphne told me that it takes 30mins to yck so i dozed off. then when i opened my eyes, i passed by castle green. i panicked and pressed the bell 3 times! HAHA!! the bus uncle was looking quite annoyed.
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had class outing ytd. only less than half the class came. i woke up at 730 then reached the mrt at 815. too early so decided to read. read read read....then when i looked up i suddenly saw helena and jiahui. so i rush into the train. i was listening to music, so maybe couldnt hear whether they got call me anot. it was RAINING HEAVILY. thus, venue temporarily changed to marina sq. alighted at city hall then went into HMV before heading towards marina sq. then venue changed again back to ecp. wahlao!!! alight alr then say. tamade. =P bought helena's breakfast, jiahui's disgusting milk thing and daphne's milo(i think) then went back to mrt meet daphne. continued reading in the mrt... haha. they say i look like i got zi4 bi4 zheng4.

finally reached east coast park aft taking 197 i cant rmb. cycled double bike with my mother. we were trying to get away frm froggy so he cannot attach to our bike. (he was on roller blades) OH! he was jogging then he saw us so decided to join our class outing. aft cycling, we played with the beach ball. then i spent a long time looking for my mother for the receipt to return my bike.

we went parkway aft our class outing to collect helena's organ cert for grade 7 i think. i had to collect our football team jersey at queensway. im very happy to confirm that 855 goes to queensway!!! I GOT DIRECT BUS TO QUEENSWAY LE!! YAY!! jersey quality not bad la. cos its quite cheap, compared to the other shops there.

then went to my ahma house. quickly bathed. and i fell asleep while bathing. then dinner, and off to amk to meet my mother again.

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went daphne's house for sleepover plus mahjong. in the end, we only played mahjong for a while. cos i was very tired and the mahjong set is too small. so started watching this stupid movie that i dint find nice at all. daphne's friend and jiahui were crying over it. i dont know what was i doing. my mother watching this blue cartoon. then finally the lead actor died and the show finished. the noise outside stopped. they started drinking bacardi peach and lime. i dint cos i dont like. i only like bacardi coke and wine. my mother(daphne) went a little bit crazy and started turning red(her face). mayb also because of the aircon. her aircon sucks la. no use de. the room so small and yet the aircon not cold! oh! i forgot to mention. HER WHOLE ROOM IS PINK LA! THE WALLS. WAHLAO! lucky i dont stay there. i will just die of pink. around 4. i started falling asleep and the last thing i knew that happen was someone hugging my arm.

then i woke up. thinking i only fall asleep for awhile. but the clock showed 9. so i decided to go back to slp. but couldnt. too hot. read my i zhou kan. then went toilet to wash up. her mother let me eat some thing like otah. then i did my english and book review. COMPLETED!! they woke up at 11. so late lah. left her house at 12 plus 1. then in 15mins time, i reached home! YAY!! my aircon rocks too much. i overslept. 530 i supposed to reach tll, i woke up. reached at 630. an hour late. =P
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tmr, football 730. trng 10-1. then guitar 1-2? THEN.....drumroll please!..............................................

MY KBOX SYSTEM ARRIVING!!!!!! woohoo! YAY!!! long awaited moment!
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i shall go to slp le. damn long, this two days.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-03T18:02:00.002+08:00

quote of the day!

只要能道声：“再会。” 就是幸福。
如果能说：“改天见。” 就更加幸福。
要是能说：“好久不见。” 就是更加，更加幸福了。

credits: 佐贺的超级阿嬷

everyone should go read this book!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

from the TIME 100 most influential people-

Kaká

By Kasey Keller

From the first time I played soccer against him, it was obvious Kaká was something special. Late in a semi-final game during the 2003 CONCACAF Gold Cup, our U.S. team was up 1-0 against Brazil. But the world champions came back, and Kaká proved decisive. The Brazilian scored first, and his team went on to win in overtime. It was clear that he had the tools to become one of the world's top players.

He has not disappointed. Named both FIFA World Player of the Year and European footballer of the year in 2007, Kaká, 26, helped his club, Italy's AC Milan, to European and world titles last year. He's an attacking midfielder with tremendous technical ability and great size, and is good in the air. He is the total footballer.

There is, however, more to him than sport. In 2004, Kaká became the U.N. World Food Program's youngest ambassador. And he is devoted to his faith. An evangelical Christian, Kaká has talked publicly about becoming a minister when he retires from the game. After winning the European Champions League final last year, he took off his jersey to reveal a T shirt that read, "I Belong to Jesus".

I might question whether soccer stadiums are the right venue for promoting religion, but in an age in which many professional athletes care more about cars, women and controversy, it's refreshing to see one who is committed to having a positive impact on the world around him.

Keller, a four-time World Cup goalie for the U.S., plays for the English club Fulham

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-06-01T01:45:00.003+08:00

went for my father's old jc-mates bbq gathering today. i kept very quiet throughout the whole thing, so quiet that my mother thought i was sick. no, i wasnt sick. i was thinking hard, real hard, whether i would ever have this kind of gathering when i grow up too. i have always had this tendency to forget about my friends i've made in the past. you can even ask me who my bestfriend was in pri1, its less than 10 years and yet i can't rmb. not only that, i seriously cant rmb anyone being my bestfriend except for tiffany, who has gone to canada.

I DONT WANT TO FORGET! imagine, 15-20years later, we have a 3justice gathering, and everyone has got their jobs and married(except me), then we'll sit together and talk abt the good old times we've had together in our secondary life. how nice is that? or maybe one day i'll meet vivian/cheryl/limin on the streets nxt time and we can start talking about how we enjoyed our cip trip to chiang rai, start recalling all the things we've done in the past. how cool is that? to be honest, i hav generated a fear out of nowhere- the fear of forgetting. i think this is one of the best years of my life, having the best camp ive ever attended, my first class that's ever united. all these i do not want to forget, i also do not want to lose contact. for once i felt i was being very selfish about wanting to die early.

on the flipside of things, according to renyue, the world is gonna end very soon, even before we can ever reach our parents' age now. on the negative side, even if i rmb, the Earth will not survive till the day that we can ever hav this kind of gathering. we wont have the opportunity to sit around, chitchat, laugh, recount our memories together. we wont be talking about how we screamed our lungs out to cheer our classmates on. we wont be talking about how we used to have birthday celebrations for monthly babies. the list goes on...

i believe i've taken most of my father's genes. always loving to recount all the unforgettable memories, but yet already forgotten them. i decided to blog about this, so perhaps sometime in the future, when i've already forgotten about these thoughts and feelings, i can remind myself to remember. this sounds ridiculous. but, i will try my best to keep in contact for at least 10 years. its a goal i MUST achieve. at least, i can see if i won my bet with daphne. our stake is elva's concert. haha. maybe by that time elva would have already retired? but, at least i will be able to test my memory.

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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

ps. I DONT WANT TO FORGET!!!

2008-05-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

ok shall post properly. just now at science centre very funny! my k ge zhi wang hai si ren! HAHA! benita and felicia were looking at my blog, then apparently they dint mute the computer, so my blog song started playing! hahahahaha! super loud. the teacher said, "who's that?" then they hurry muted it. HAHA!! so funny.

oh ya. morning, wake up, bathed, then daphne say she on the way. waited for my mother to bathe finish then left house. reached there latest. =P olivia , linglan, daphne all called me more than twice altogether. we were supposed to meet jiahui, helena and kristel at yishun. helena was damn late! DAMN LATE!!! at first got seats on the 1st mrt we took leh! tsktsk! then in the end i had to sleep while standing.

had hotcake with sausage for breakfast at science centre. then diarrhea twice. luckily the teacher dont rmb our faces, cos i asked whether i can go toilet thrice. she must have wondered what's wrong with me. the funny thing is, there's one ahma and grandchild which came into the toilet while i was inside. then the grandchild was shitting too! HAHAHA!!! ok. shall stop talking abt shits.

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everyone should try sleeping on my "mother"! very comfortable and easy to fall asleep! haha! joking! dont go try ah. later she box me.

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ok i go dinner le. BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-29T18:36:00.002+08:00

hiwicbagadmfm! iginhimwl! nptiktahingtw! hahahahahahahaha! im catching an early ndp fever! hgjytdtheatrfiukh! ygkuygtytrdolkhkjg! qwertyuiop!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

ps. jus wanted to type rubbish. haha.

2008-05-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

flu since morning, and after watching that earthquake charity show, it has gotten worse. the earthquake aftermath is bad, with hours passing, more people die under the concrete. and worse still, there's an 6.4 something of shaking again. this time it was nearer to chengdu and even hit beijing. the area which felt the shake included chongqing too. for the first time, i felt and still feel sad for the china citizens.

first reason being, when i went to china, chongqing, in sec1, my buddy was there. i've been to her house, if the shakes were strong enough, there's no way the building can withstand the traumas. also, i treat her as my friend, we had happy memories together though only for 2days and 1 night. I DONT WANT HER TO DIE. in fact i dont want ANY of my friends to die. i rather die myself.

second reason, my buddy who came over to stay at my house in sec2, was from chengdu. since the 2nd shakes were nearer to chengdu, she must hav felt it. again, i dont want her to die too. none of my friends must die before i do.

third reason, the show said one story abt a woman. the rescue team found her crouched in a weird position- kneeling down and hands in front of her head. and guess what, when they turned her over to pull her out of that position, they found a SLEEPING baby and a handphone in the space between her stomach and the floor. apparently she was protecting her child and her child was so safe that he continued slping. also, she dint die immediately frm the shock, in her handphone was a message to her baby, to say that he must always remember that she loves him. it left me wondering whether my mother will do that to me.

while watching, i really felt like donating the money i've saved up for my bike to them. of course my mother said no, and i settled for a $18 donation. i wish i could just fly there now and help them. and again, my father said i'll die frm diarrhea there. so i put off my thoughts once again. HAHA!

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school tmr. 9 am start. shall go to sleep promptly after this post.

dear God, i pray that the people in China will be saved and be stronger after this obstacle. Please let the money Singapore has raised to be put to good use. also, i pray that all the survivors will have a great day tmr and more survivors will be found! in the name of Jesus, Amen.

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i jus stoned at my computer for 2 mins. HAHA! eyes damn red and pain already. shall go slp! bye world!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

ps. is it because the end of the world is coming? will my nightmare come true?

2008-05-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

hi world! havent been blogging lately. next week is the last week of school! YAY!!

very tired today, slept rather late ytd. I was planning to complete all my maths hw until i suddenly remembered that i needed to file my biology file! After filing, very late already. drank a cup of COFFEE and fell asleep immediately. i think COFFEE DOES NOT WORK on me. during trng, almost fell asleep playing. and after trng, baoli tried to kill me by pulling my pinafore and almost strangling me. LUCKILY MY "MOTHER" saved me. YAY!

ok, i need go bathe le. WAIT!! I MUST PROMOTE THE OLYMPIC SONG SUNG BY JAY CHOU!

千山萬水

千山萬水無數黑夜等一輪明月
夢的邊陲風吹不滅從不感疲憊
東方無愧第一是誰讓我們追求完美
我態度堅決面朝北平地一聲雷

做好準備這一回起跑後絕不撤退
痛快一起努力的感覺
我們擁有同樣的機會

夢想挾帶眼淚鹹鹹的汗水
你我同個世界愛從中穿越

夢與希望在飛我向前去追
有目標就不累等著我超越
超越千山萬水無數黑夜等一輪明月
夢的邊陲風吹不滅從不感疲憊
東方無愧第一是誰讓我們追求完美
我態度堅決面朝北平地一聲雷
東方無愧第一是誰讓我們追求完美
我態度堅決面朝北平地一聲雷

做好準備這一回起跑後絕不撤退
痛快一起努力的感覺
我們擁有同樣的機會
夢想挾帶眼淚鹹鹹的汗水
你我同個世界愛從中穿越

夢與希望在飛我向前去追
有目標就不累等著我超越

夢想挾帶眼淚鹹鹹的汗水
你我同個世界愛從中穿越
夢與希望在飛我向前去追
有目標就不累等著我超越

go youtube listen! damn nice! meaningful too!
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-06T20:20:00.002+08:00

when u want to top a subject and your results are near to failing, the disappointment is worse than failing a subject badly. anyway, i experience both of them today. geog, chem. im getting off this stupid com now. it gets me into trouble. BYE WORLD! i cant wait till the end of it.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

hi. changed sitting arrangement today. BYE MARIA! hello felicia and BAOLI (peiyi), oh and on the same row, there's my mother. so facing the board, our sitting position is:

daphne | felicia| ME! | baoli

im fine with my sitting position. jus that felicia and my mother are chatterboxes. hope i continue to pay attention to lessons and not become a chatterbox myself. =)

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NAPFA 5 items. ALL A. not too happy. still got a 29 as usual. nxt yr, i'll definitely push my limit and get 30. I MUST GET 30! i cannot lose, i am a champion, i can do it! oh, having someone you dont like beside you helps alot. i, from a usual 170plus or 180plus, FLEW(notice flew) to 192. wow, even i was shocked at my results. =) ego comes back. HAHA!!

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i must really finish my f&n by today. oh plus my chem ws by today. i shall do my maths in school tmr. and study my bio tmr. yes, i cannot lag. CHAMPIONS NEVER LAG.

FOR ONCE, I ACTUALLY BELIEVED I COULD FLY!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

jus read renyue's blog. damn funny. wo shitou ni xi. i rock you suck. LOL!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-02T18:27:00.001+08:00

i seriously suspect myself being suddenly lactose-intolerant.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-05-01T19:40:00.002+08:00

practicing standing broad jump made my wound crack and out comes the pus once again..

a real champion will pick himself/herself up after losing. thus i shall.

I SHALL BE peter PAN forever!
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i am a kid, always a kid.
i am a champion, always a champion.
i am brave, always brave.
i fell and stood up again, i shall always stand up again.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-04-30T19:04:00.001+08:00

ACCESS DENIED.

2008-04-27T11:51:00.003+08:00

hello! i just woke up!

slept since 2pm yesterday all the way until now! almost 24 hours! all together 21hours! minus 1 hour of waking up occasionally to check the computer, 20hours! HAHA!!!

CAMP WAS DAMNDAMNDAMN FUN! my voice changed.

day1: reached st john island and carried some heavy boxes of food up slopes all the way to the gathering area. backache and all. then went to our dorm. took the last 2 beds of the row together with daphne, jiahui and helena. took out my trackpants, lunch and off to amusing race. the monster inc was pain n itchy. being at the end of the row = lots of mosquito bites, aldea's weight and clean backs! =) bathing was refreshing and "revealing". although got curtains, but can see people's heads. thus, short ppl are lucky! dinner. then, nighttrail. our theme was kidnapped. so apparently our councillors- olivia and sinhong, were "kidnapped" and we had to find the key to unlock them. they were really chained up. after doing all sorts of activities, we found the keys and found olivia! group11 the KINGs, lugged olivia back to the basketball court. instructor froggy said we were top3! damn high throughout the night. slept with my Bible and had lots of space compared to daphne helena and jiahui. =) i think we are damn pro. 4 ppl to 2 beds. they must be damn skinny ppl.

day2: alarm clock rang. helena and daphne dunno how to switch off the alarm clock. HAHA!! did manymany buddha claps. hand muscle ache like siao. breakfast of cake and hotdog bun then had casualty challenge. had to fill plastic bags in garbage bins with water. climbed on top of the shower to wash my hair plus fill the plastic bag. haha. then carry all the way to the beach. wahlao eh waste our time. the plastic bag got lots of holes and all of our shoes were soaked. after lunch, WATER RAFTING!!! we had to tie 4 floats together and paddle using our hands and feets all the way to the middle of the lagoon to take salt with a spoon. i went with the first team of 4. swam like crazy and ended up drinking 2 mouthful of seawater. haha! oh. and my paddling made my team ppl damn wet! HAHA!! then the 2nd time i went, angela got stuck inside..i dunno how to help her so we continued swimming back. hahahahaha!! last activity, multileveled captains ball. defended alot instead of trying to get the ball. too crowded already. then last round, youshuang threw this plastic bag worth 100points at me then i kneel down and gave myself a wound at the knee. froggy bring me to camelita to wash my wound then when i saw limin's wound. i was shocked. hers like 2 times bigger than mine! night was campfire. did trellalalala cheer, pretty woman, beautiful girl, our class cheer. my voice became damn low. haha! didnt want to slp at night. went to maria's bed and talktalktalk until 3am plus. oh no, before that. slept ON daphne and she kept jerking. then i hit her then she say she nvr move. then maria kept talking to herself when i talking to jialin. HAHA!!! around 2plus, helena woke up. jiahui was slpin on jialin's bed then she suddenly shouted, "HELENA PHUA!" wth la, scare me. went back to slp, no space then i jus didnt care, lay down on daphne and jiahui. =P

day3: rise and shine damn early. had breakfast, then did area cleaning- folding bedsheets. so boring. went round the island abit before going back to gather. left stjohnisland and slept almost throughout the journey back to school. daphne kept getting slept on. Hehehe.

this is abt all we did on our sec3camp! DAMN FUN!! although no obstacle course that kind of thing, we had real obstacles. ok, i think i going back to sleep le. three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for 3J! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!! and we have NO TIME FOR LOSERS, cos WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF THE WORLD!!!

BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-04-23T21:51:00.001+08:00

to do list. email wanton soup to mohana_s_sinniah@moe.edu.sg . to be done aft camp.

will be away for 3days! BYE!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-04-23T00:09:00.003+08:00

i finally made up my mind. however, i would have to work harder. TLL extended for 1 more term. holidays gonna crash course intensive english class. double tuition. hopefully it'll work out well for me and i will not be too tired. perhaps this is what i wanted, enjoy but work harder and get what i want. IMPROVE MY ENGLISH!!
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new saving targets:

$150- bike
$200- elva concert(if there's even one)
total: $350.
planned to reach by end of the year. priority given to bike.
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"
It was the shivering that woke him. A core-deep, uncontrollable trembling that jerked and spasmed through his body.

A bone-crushing, numbing coldness.

And silence.

And darkness.

Everywhere. All around him.

And in the coldness and silence and darkness, from nowhere, came a flash of memory. That blast of frigid air hitting his upturned face like an icy glove slapping his cheeks, and the next instant a deafening roar that seemed to explode in his head. Timeless. Terrifying. Like standing beside a waterfall-the infinite, merciless, battering sound of it.

From somewhere he felt a sense of a mighty blow to his left foot and a sudden wrenching of his left arm that made him scream out.

And now, silence again, save the occasional creak of snow packing in around him. The kind of silence heard on a high mountain ridge. A great silent emptiness."

Valanga.
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credits to "Avalanche" by Jack Drummond.
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I seriously recommend this book. I felt it had really good descriptions. Packing for camp 3/4 done! left with shoes and tracksuit, torchlight and alarm clock. BYE world!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-04-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

i feel damn unlucky. =(
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nvm, camp's coming! i shall cheer up and look forward to it! gonna buy all camp things tmr, hopefully my new sleeping bag will be of a nice colour.

submitting my tll withdrawal form tmr. still in a dilemma whether to withdraw or not. first, i like tll. second, i like the friends there. third, it helps me in general knowledge. fourth, once i withdraw, i will not be able to contact _ anymore. however, my results do not seem to be improving. i failed my term 1 english. my cousin teacher sounds like a better one. and, someone is freaking me out. zen me ban? should i stay for another term and throw my english results away? or should i go to the "better teacher" to experiment for 1 term? DILEMMA + zi xiang mao dun = my situation now.
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"
The snow came in the night. Silently, softly, like a thief stealing the landscape. It began shortly after midnight, the first few flakes scurrying ahead of a light breeze. Small and light as they were, these flakes were whipped around by the breeze, disallowed to settle. After the breeze had moved on, the snow began to fall. Thick, straight and fat, a twirling ticker-tape of stars streaming down from the night sky. Metre by metre, it covered the ground with a layer of white. In minutes, every balustrade in town, every dustbin lid, parked car, window ledge and roof was layered in white. Streetlights appeared as a golden halo of falling snow.

There was not a sound. Not a whisper.

So final. So complete."

l'inverno era venuto infine.
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this shall be the beginning of my improve english campaign.
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

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Now playing: Jay Chou - 发如雪
via FoxyTunes

2008-04-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

a good song with good voice can actually bring one to tears. i love my all-time favourite. when it's sung live, wow, so nice.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-30T15:02:00.001+08:00

slept for 16hours. dreamt so much. =) going back to sleep again. bye!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

today is good friday! i went cycling at changi. 15km to and fro. under hot sun then got sunburnt. =P my hands are very red now. and i only realised that a moment ago. i want get tan, not burnt.. anyway after that i went karaoke! i still cannot get rid of my nasal sound(nose sound)! grr! maybe i listen too much to jay chou songs then he always use nasal to sing then i try imitate then become like that! oh i realised that ahmei songs also very nice! especially the one my mother sang today called ji de. my senior sang it once too! the tune damn nice! so it shall be my song of the day!

after 3months of school, i have yet to reach any of my goals. here are my newer goals plus 1 original. I WILL: top chem, do better for el, amaths. these goals i must achieve and reach by the end of the year. at least a B4 for english. I MUST PASS MY ENGLISH!!

my life nowadays are so boring i got nothing to blog about.

here's my song of the day!

记得
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后 *

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
repeat *

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
repeat *
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
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-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

i seriously dont know why i even bother to apologise when i dont think i've even done something wrong. its only the kitchen window, it has strong metal grills that are locked.

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

so angry with blogger ytd! want to blog also cannot! ytd had bdae party! dint expect so many to come. haha! THANKS for the presents!

-yeeyin
-xuekun
-lebbillie, amy, debbie
-cheryl, vivian, tenna
-jordana
-jason cousin
-youshuang, sockyie, zhiyi, aikching, gloria.

hope i dint miss out anyone!

and this special note is for RENYUE! the bestest friend i could ever have!
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hey renyue! you dint have to buy another present for me jus because the wrapper is pink! i would really accept anything! i dont mind if the wrapper is pink!! though i hate pink! so nice of you! you know u made me teared when zhiyi told me about it! so touched that u actually so meticulous about my present! THANKYOU!! =)
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ytd, enjoyed myself alot! finally its the holidays! going to make my ic tmr. and also check my backbone. hope i dont nid to wear that stupid thing! BYE!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

my birthday today!! YAY!!

but then i not happy that im 15. in fact, i seriously feel sec1. =P i suddenly fell in love with this song sang by sammi cheng. which was my song of the day that day. i think the tune damn nice la! that movie also damn nice. too bad she's 36 already this year, too old for me to count her as my favourite actress/singer. so my favourite shall still be zhou zhi ruo. =)

today, i received only 3 presents. but i shall get more on sat!
-linglan
-SNTT people
-june and giok!

i was quite shocked when anthia gave me the soccer ball. cos i dint expect to get any soccer balls today. HAPPY!!

ok i need to do my maths homework le! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! and also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIM HOWARD, the goalkeeper for everton!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

woohoo! it's a few more hours to my birthday!! as usual, im pretty excited! however, my presents would hav to wait till saturday when i have my celebration!

today was not a very nice day. but two of my prayers came true! so cool! i prayed that i would score many great goals today and I DID!! then, when picking the sport for PE, i prayed i would get basketball, AND I DID!! so cool! haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED TO ME!! i know i very thick-skinned going around telling ppl my birthday! but i very excited and happy, and i would like to express it! haha! and of course i want presents!!! HAHA!!

ok. i need to go bathe now. BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-03-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

song of the day!

终身美丽-

塔尖仍旧记得这拥抱极美好
爱有千斤重重过无涯的铁路
你那手指再笨拙再粗剪也被你修补
从前那一位永未能做到

是你去唤醒我努力才能被爱慕
但回头目睹你为我好自己不好
我这幸运儿合着眼睛只得你沉重身影
如果这记忆非爱情连天都不会太高兴

☆莫非可终生美丽
才值得勾勾手指发誓
对你不止感激敬礼
当你知己才是虚伪

莫非多一分秀丽
才值得分享我的一切
给我自信给我地位
这叫幸福不怕流逝
任他们多漂亮未及你矜贵

记忆无论再轻轻不过脉搏声
靠你的手臂抱我人潮中畅泳
我这幸运儿幸运到一转身找得到你为我打气
如果可抱起这爱情连天都会替我高兴
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因有自信所以美丽使我自卑都放低
在半空之中亲你不管身世

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-02-19T19:26:00.002+08:00

wow! today, i catched up on my sleep for 2hours! felt so awake after that. however, i missed out on chemistry and bio. =( my two favourite subjects. =( but i just couldnt wake myself up, although i already went to wash my face during maths. again, one of my "MUSTSCORE!" subject.

made up my mind to slp early today so tmr, i will listen to lessons n not fall asleep! n let ppl think of throwing things into my mouth! hehe. JIAYOU KINGWEN! YOU CAN DO IT!

tmr, morning jog plus PE! after PE, recess football! yay! INEQUALITIES TMR! hope i can do well again! reach my target of A1!

yes, i gtg do my f&n so that i can study for carbohydrates too. BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-02-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! bringing to all a love song, I swear.

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I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part

Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there
I swear like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse,
Till death do us part,
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

Ooo...

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls

And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page,
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse,
Till death do us part,
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the skies
I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse),
Till death do us part (oh no),
I'll love you with every (every single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear, oh... I... swear...

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-02-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

i want to do better than my emaths in amaths! JIAYOUJIAYOU! hi aikching! u can tag me! off to study le! BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-02-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

song of the day!

彩虹-

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Tell me, where can I find rainbows?

能不能把我的願望還給我
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Can you return my wish back to me?

為什麼天這麼安靜
Wei shen me tian zhe mo an jing
Why is the sky still so calm?

所有的雲都跑到我這裡
Suo you de yun dou bao dao wo zhe li
All the clouds have amassed above me

##有沒有口罩一個給我
You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?

釋懷說了太多就成真不了
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

也許時間是一種解藥
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Maybe time is an antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
Or the poison I'm taking right now

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

沒有地球太陽還是會繞
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing

沒有理由我也能自己走 ##
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou
I can walk away from you without a reason

**你要離開我知道很簡單
Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
You want to leave, I know it is (a) simple (thing)

你說依賴是我們的阻礙
Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
You said reliance was the major barrier between us

就算放開但能不能別沒收我的愛
Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
If you choose to let go but don't remove my love for you

當作我最後才明白 **
Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai
I'll just pretend that I understand in the end

Repeat ## **

RAP
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
Kan bu jian ni de xiao yao wo zen me shui de zhao
Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
Ni de sheng yin zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao
Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

沒有地球太陽開始會繞…會繞
Mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi hui rao … hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing…orbiting

沒有理由我也能自己走掉
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou diao
I can abandon you without a reason

是我說了太多就成真不了
Shi wo shuo le tai dou jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate

也許時間是一種解藥…解藥
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao… jie yao
Maybe time is an antidote… antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
Or the poison I'm taking right now

Repeat **
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spotted an scientific error in the lyrics!

沒有地球太陽還是會繞
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing

the Sun doesnt orbit! the Earth and other planets orbit round the Sun!
HAHAHA!!

now, the time for you to listen to my song of the day!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

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Now playing: 周杰伦 - 彩虹
via FoxyTunes

2008-02-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

boringboringboring! shall go slp le. bye world!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-01-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

wow, today morning, i looked at my phone. received a msg frm daphne: THANKYOU!
i was thinking, huh? y thankyou. so i took a look at my sent messages, and found out i smsed her HAPPY BIRTHDAY at 12:06am, when i was already asleep! NEW DISCOVERY! KINGWEN, can sms while sleeping! HAHAHA!! really amusing!

ok, gtg study geog le. mostly on tropical rainforest, 3 questions, 25 marks, list questions and structured, know the layers of tropical rainforest, identify climograph. should be something like that. BYE WORLD!!

2008-01-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

ARGH!! IM DAMN PISSED WITH MY CALCULATOR!!!

i shall DESTROY IT!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-01-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

hi world!

my horoscope for today is:

Remembering special friendships and the past helps you rediscover yourself.

and when i put this as my nickname on msn, jiaying thought i was being emo...-.-

once again, i must say that sitting next to the window is nice. waving at ppl cheers me up abit during lesson. but i seriously hope that that undesirable no. 1 can stop coming to visit daphne/helena. so irritating. i dont wish to see her. her face makes me very sian diao4.

haiya...everyone now like all become so guai. I MUST BECOME GUAI!! YES! I CAN DO IT! DONT XIAO KAN ME!!

BYE WORLD!!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-01-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

the first week of school is over. my new class is ok la. at least the people here are easy to talk to and they will zhu dong talk to you. just that the no.1 undesirable is in my class. aiya, i think after the incident last yr, i dont think she will come do anything to me.

part of the King of karaoke song says this in chinese, "In a crowded room, one person's heart can be very lonely" i think it's quite true. everytime i got party at my house, i feel lonely cos got no one to play with. HAHA!

oh i like my sitting place! its so fun to sit nxt to the window! everytime some friend of mine walks past, i'll wave and it actually wakes me up from the teacher's droning. today, in bio class, i learnt abt sales. i know sales have totally nothing to do with cells, but thats how my bio teacher pronounces it! SALES instead of CELLS! cant stand her, i prefer miso to teach me!

and actually now im quite thankful that im in 3j not 3l cos this teacher who is 3l's english teacher promised me hell if she's gonna teach me. so PHEW!!

oh and finally got to touch the football and the field this wk! super happy! but nxt wk, im not gonna play except on wed and fri. but normally i saysay only, i will most likely still play. cos my parents are scolding me that my shoes are becoming like it just dropped into the rubbish chute. but still, i love to play most when there's supporters! HAHA! i dunno why but i like to gao3 qifen. RENYUE! must come watch me!

ok this is quite a long post. i go listen to my ytd's song of the day le! BYE WORLD!

-oh i jus cant wait to be KING!!-

2008-01-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

song of the day!

陈奕迅 - K歌之王

我以为要是唱歌用心良苦　
你总会对我多点在乎
我以为虽然爱情已成往事　
千言万语说出来可以互相安抚

期待你感动　真实的我们难相处　
写词的让我　唱出你要的幸福
谁曾经感动　分手的关头才懂得　
离开排行榜　更铭心刻骨

我已经相信　有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白　在灯火阑珊处　为什么会哭
你不会相信　嫁给我明天有多幸福
只想你明白　我心甘情愿　爱爱爱爱到要吐

那些醉生梦死　才能熬成的苦　
爱如潮水　我忘了我是谁　至少还有你哭

我想唱一首歌给我们祝福　
唱完了我会一个人住
我愿意试着了解从此以后　
拥挤的房间一个人的心　有多孤独

我已经相信　有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白　在灯火阑珊处　为什么会哭
你不会相信　嫁给我明天有多幸福
只想你明白　我心甘情愿　爱爱爱爱到要吐

让我断了气　铁了心爱的过火　
一回头就找到出路
让我成为了无情的ｋ歌之王　
麦克风都让我征服
想不到你　若无其事的说　
这样滥情　何苦

我想来一个吻别　作为结束　
想不到你只说我不许哭　不让我领悟

2008-01-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!